Less Than Who I Am

Published on 18 April 2024 at 14:48

What do you do when it crashes all down?
Where do you go when you can't turn around?

 

You're looking around you, searching for something more,
but you're running in place behind a closed door.

 

Trapped in your world of uncertainties, scratching Clawing to come back to reality....

 

but wait.. this is reality, but this world that you are living in, you didn't create.


Oh how you loved him but he couldn't relate.


You wanted, you hoped for a life built with him,
a life filled with love and Devotion to you. 
So many times you tried to start anew

 

You gave and you gave and he took and he took till he tore you apart, and he left nothing but the shattered pieces of your heart.


Fallen is what you are now, will you get back up will anything ever work out?


Not with him I'm afraid my dear,
for inside of you he's created nothing but fear. Fear of the future, fear because of the past. 


If you find something good will it ever really last? 

 

You want to give up, you want to give in,
your heart has been broken by so many men. 

 

Life is a game full of hurt and deceit, go ahead, give in... accept your defeat.

 

But I must fight as hard as I can and battle this fear that makes me less than Who I Really Am

©Jennifer Broxson
March 18,2001


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