Buried

If you're bound by how you're broken you will stay broken the rest of your life. 

Pastor Nathaniel Urshan 

Excuse me while Im healing 🖤

I've been buried my whole life...

Buried, I can't breathe......
Buried, under all the pain, abuse and strife.

Buried, I can't breathe........

Buried, by the bruises that covered me that I always tried to hide.
Buried, by the hands that so easily gripped my throat until I almost died.

Buried,by the abuse, the abandonment of never being good enough.
Buried. by the ones who hurt me so deeply, yet I always tried to be tough!

Buried by the men who forced themselves upon me, still I tried to rise above!
Buried by all the men who hurt & abused me and I always called it love!

Buried by my depression, and anxiety and fear of what my future would turn into.
Buried by not understanding everything I had to go through!

Buried I can't breathe.... I can't breathe...

Buried by the drugs I once done, to take me away from all the pain of what my reality had became!
Buried by the life I lived ,and all of my shame!

Buried, I can't breathe........ I can't breathe.. I can't breathe....

Buried by their words, that tore apart who I was and who I am.
Always thrown to the world, abandoned, left to devour and believe every lie told about me, now...I just stand!

Buried... Again.... But alive!

Now I'm buried in the name of Jesus Christ.
Buried a new creature a brand new life!

Buried in the blood that ran down that cross that day.
Buried in that one and only name & all of my sins and shame washed away!

Buried by the love of the one who died for me.
Buried by the peace of God, who shed His blood on Calvary.

You see all my life, that hurt that buried me and kept me in pain & despair...
That pain led me to the one who would never hurt me, never leave me, never abuse me, but would always stand beside me and be there.

A love so pure. So true, undying, and helping me always rise above!
My Jesus, He's Always fighting for me. I'm still buried, but now it's in His love, and blood❤️

©Sis Jenn Maddox
Oct 17,2021